something takes a hold of me and pushes me farther than i wanna go and i get nothing that i need.
leaving distance between the dreams i dream and everything that keeps me afloat on this sea of misery.

you're such a good example. i wanna be just like you. i'm sorry and i can't discuss this right now, it hurts too much. i'm running from things i don't wanna think about cos i've seen what it does to you, tears you into little pieces. and i can't handle that.

you say you wanna save me from drowning. but i know that really you just wanna hold my hand and watch me die.